why is it so hard to not be fat

stfu people with asian metabolism I hate you I lost mine somewhere

Anyway, been going to the gym the past couple days since a couple friends decided to drag me along. It's kinda nice to be working on being fit for once, but at the same time it leaves me so sore that it's a lot harder to keep up with mandatory PT times. Oddly enough, there are negative incentives for failing to meet standards on mock evaluations, regardless of the reason -- it's just weird that I could possibly be punished for not doing enough pushups when it's because I went to the gym and probably worked a lot harder the day before.

Also I am hungry all the time and I'm pretty sure I'm not going to manage to lose any weight this way. At least there's a chance I'll be gaining muscle, not fat for once ;-;